Okay today I stayed home because it was raining alot...I stayed online looking fora job and found one forsure and possibly another one. I just called tha lady and asked her where do I fill out an application and she said come in tomoorrow at 8:30 and shell put me to work by 9o!! I cant beleive it so theres my day job. and tha other one is a night job! so it looks as though Ill be working on tha phone all day and night! Im stoked becuase they are mad easy jobs! And I won have to be around greasy food! YAY hopefully I can work both jobs and get out of debt plus Ill be getting a phat check from my family inheritance sothat check plus my hopefully 2 other incomes Ill be having a car real soon! I guess everything is falling into place for me...plus Im going to see if my friend Veronica can make me a resume for the dental offices that are hiring...so then Ill be using my certifcate instead of just sitting on it! I am so happy...I needed a man for whut? I dont know either...Im stoked!

I have a dream....that some day my Juggalo will come. I dont like anybody well enough to get involved witht hem and plus I am pregnant sooo I really need to focus on my new baby and my children. Ive been thinking alot about this person...if he even exists...I wonder if its a female...I wonder. Im going to clean house today and maybe go out and look fora job its been storming this morn'so I guess Imma stay home today and just clean and jam out to twiztid and Dark Lotus...

Wow yall Im pregnant by my ex and he is not even talking to me now! Hes a total loser and of course I feel in love with him. I hate him so much. Im so pissed off about tha whole thing. Its utterly ridculous. I fucking hate men. they just want to fuck you! FUCK MEN FUCK MEN IN THE ASS WITH A A HUGE BLACK DILDO!!!!! Anyways oh yeah so I got my meds today. go me. I got Celexa and Zyprexa to help me sleep cause ive been no sleeping good and having nightmares....I think I might go gay. serisouly I like women anyway...so its a no brainer.

Wut up yall? I I moved outta sober living and now am back at my momma house. Well I just found out that my best and ex fiance has commited suicide. I am Trippin but I am trying to maintain. Its crazy I got so many men problems and my sponsor is riding my ass to do my 4th step. I just dont want to. I also think that I might try to ge prescribed xanax. SWEET. Im gunna try when I get this check thats posed to be comin. Anyways Im putting 2 more pics up and when I get finishdwith tha back ground of my picure then Ill put that ASAP too. I have my son with me full time and I start a new job at Daylight Donuts. Ill be a counter gal. I lost my fuckin ID and food handlers card too,

Wutup? I started and its BAAAD like Michael Jackson. Anyways I did it! I drew a picture of myself in cartoon form its really good...in my opinion. My son is here he just ate a popsicle and it made me really grateful to be here with him. I could be in prison right now...thank the lord I am not. I am still sober and will be getting my 4th month chip very soon. Life is good I got a job interview at Reasors a grocery store tomorrow...Im still waiting on Target to get back to me...I hope everyone has a great day love ya.